Suddenly

Suddenly I realized about something. I realized that I did't sleep very well this night. I realized that I started to hug my pillow. That's the oddest thing. I do not know to what I am trying to hold on. Or why I need to hold on something. I felt weird last night. I just wanted to sleep. I have things to do, but my mind don't let me. Well, maybe it's not my mind. Mind is supposed to be cold and rational. This is not. This is nostalgic, melancholic. Nah! It doesn't matter. I have work to do. I should do it. I am going to do it.